The Yin and Yang Mittens.....

The three D ........yummy strawberry

It is hanging in my kitchen.....looks really neat.

the angora sweater

fingerless mittens !!

A bracelet...knitted in moss stitch !!

Socks for christmas

A sweater for my sweet son....

First Time in my Life I knit for myself !!!

You'll Always Live in my Heart

My tears will dry

My smiles will return

One day I will laugh loudly again

I will dance too some day

Maybe will sing a merry song

Life will go on

Things will settle down once more

But the ache in my heart

That your leaving has left behind

Will be in me forever

Behind every smile will be ..

A silent prayer for you !!

Dadi Aman (Paternal Grandma)

I will miss you.........forever,

I guess I'm saying Goodbye !!

You know I love you and will love you till my dying breath.

Be safe and happy in your afterlife...be yourself and you'll be fine!

I hope and pray that after I've shared all the stories you told me,

With my grandkids, I'll meet you in heaven one day !!

Thank you for all your love, I have it with me even now.

I'll have it forever......

You were my one true friend, the one who loved me unconditionally.

I will miss your voice, your advice and your prayers too.

My loss is great but my hope is greater !!

I'm hopeful that where ever you are you'll be fine and happy.

May all your kindness, your faith and forbearance take you to the seventh sky.

You were, are and forever will be my torch bearer as,

I navigate my own treacherous life's unpredictable path.

Dadi Aman I love you........

Suddenly I'm not who I was,

Lost, lost and lost I am..

My overrated self esteem is gone !!

I'm nobody's darling,

I own no one...

Alone in a family of strangers,

I find myself ...

No one is the same , no one recognizable...

Hidden agendas, open scorn

Is all I feel and see all around !!

Was it worth it,

The sacrifice , the loving giving??

Was it at all worth it !!???

The peace sign hat ,,,lilac

The tiny knitted stocking !!

Death !!

It is here,

It came knocking on the door

Dark, dense and seriously serious,

Death is paying a visit here

Life is struggling in his presence,

She is scared, silent and waiting

Wandering death has wandered here,

Near a bed where life does dwell

Sickness was not know here before,

But the last few days have seen it all!

Death has come sneaking in,

Looking, smelling, judging still !!

Life is scared but won't give hold..

Holding on to the last,dying breath..

Death is stronger, will eventually win !!

But for tonight the silent fight is on,

Life and death will so go on !!

The Third World Dwellers

Empty eyes and stomachs stuck all the way

To their backs.

Humble and scared ,

Asking for nothing more than ...ROTI !

The poor people born under some rotten star,

On some very unlucky day,

Into this hellish world,

To become, just, numbers in the population polls of

Their third world country !!!

I AM JUST A VESSEL

I am just a vessel.
An empty untried vessel,
Anyone can fill me up.. fill me up with pure water.
I wonder though if, the water will take my shape or ;
Will I surrender under it's pressure,
And melt into mud and sludge!!??

Let time be the judge of all,
Let time take it's time on me.
Maybe I will stay and hold it all inside my walls or..;
Maybe I will melt away !!!

End of Hope !!

And than the water fell
Bucket fulls
On our hopes
Dreams
And desires.
Icy cold water,
Doused all hopes, dreams and desires.
Killing all the burning fires.

All that's left now of our optimism is...
Blackness, darkness and coldness
And no desire,
To restart the fire!

...And Then What ????????

Time flies by.
Every second, every minute, every hour is flies by.
Hours become days, days weeks and weeks become months.
Months add up to be years and years evolve into a life.

A life is spent as it will be,
In a flash or in haste.
In quickness or in waste !
Doing things or being things but then what?
What ?
But, at the end what?
Time is gone , life's blood is drawn then what?
Only WHAT is left behind....!

What have I done..what did I do?
What should I have done , what should I do?
What am I doing, what ever am I doing !?
What will I do, what ever will I do...?

....And after all is done,
....And my time here has run,
....Then what?
Oh, then what???????

Finding a Niche

Hop on board,
Do your thing !
What do you do?
What is your specialty?
Are you good at something unique?
You wanna run a business?!
Sure , why not?!
Use e-bay or etsy..
Be creative and win!
Oh, you just need an account, a pay-pal and a post office near by.
You have a shop now, start selling..
You are on..!

Oh, but did I forget to mention,
You need to find
Your niche first....!!!